Not so sad, but
I felt miserable about myself walking with my head down
The slush dirty with wheel tracks and footprints
It made me irritated
We’ve never walk hand in hand
Because our relationship wasn’t so clean
Still, many memories came and went
Slightly blurring with tears.
Everything will be the same as before.
Just my life dry as dust will go on
The more I complain, like
“Those grapes are sour,”
The more I feel empty
One day the snow was as warm and soft as floss
You seemed to be dressed in white
Now it is as cold and heavy as tears
The fragile sleet is crumbling on to me
Splashing mud on the asphalt
People are running around hastily
Among them, having lost a thing which I didn’t think I’d lose
I’m clinging to the vestige
The morning when you bid me farewell
I must have stood like a gawk
Just thinking about it makes me laugh, but
You didn’t smile a bit
Though I want to sleep with gentle memories
Alcohol can no longer make me feel drowsy
Even when I wander around aimlessly or mutter to myself, I feel empty
I’m remembering your touch
One day the snow was as warm and soft as floss
You seemed to be dressed in white
Now it is as cold and heavy as tears
The fragile sleet is crumbling on to me, soothing my soul
There is one silence in the middle of the busy crowd