Hey, touch me now and check
My stiffened body is proof of the unknown
My thoughts, the feel of my skin, all of it
I’ve come this far without revealing to anyone
Ah, up until now
It seems like this love isn’t really love, huh?
There have been afternoons
When I was so absorbed in your voice
Even the vintage cup
That I was holding
Started to throb with your kiss
It’s impure, smoldering, undeniably impure
Even now, it tempts me in the center of my memories
This is contradictory, pure, maybe it’s too late, contradictory
It’s so painfully seductive, like a burning, platonic love
An overly pure love becomes impure
Hey, touch me now and check
The spilled tears are proof of loneliness
Caresses, solace, all of it
I’ve come this far without forgiving anyone
I can’t drink coffee
You know bitter love as well
The more I think about it
There have been nights where my sleeves got wet
Deep in my spine as I stand alone
Only you notice the trembling there
Hey, is it okay if it’s just a dream? Embrace me
My body, meant to be freed by you
Abandoning purity and becoming an adult
You’ll teach me what changes
“Real cherry blossoms, remains, huh?”
Impure, smoldering, beloved impurity
Even now, it stirs in the center of my heart
Pure, innocent, maybe it’s too late, contradictory
It’s so painfully seductive, like a burning, platonic love
An overly pure love becomes impure
Yearning for those hands that won’t reciprocate even in earnest
My impurity, blooming now