The alarm, struck forcefully as usual
Finally broke today
Even the greeting filled with affection
Was ignored by the neighbor
The worn-out soles, just like a weary heart
Hope for a lifted cheek today, once again
A failure with nothing inside
The more you mend, the more wretched it becomes
Well, desperately overcoming today
There’s no hope for the approaching tomorrow
But… that’s how it is
In this tattered state
With a heart in shambles
On days when I despise my body for moving
Mocked by the thermometer showing a normal temperature
Knowing I won’t be saved, crying, wanting to sleep
Let’s embrace eternal sleep
Cursed before 7 o’clock, by the resounding alarm
But you wouldn’t believe a story like that, would you?
If I, sewn together with countless threads
Can’t hide the unraveling
I’ll just keep falling
In pain
Holding a heart about to break
I want you to scold me for laughing
Mocked by the thermometer showing a normal temperature
Knowing I won’t be saved
Knowing I can’t escape
Fearful of the morning sun
Red flowers blooming on my wrist
Don’t call me pitiful for being a little strange
The tomorrow I wished wouldn’t come is today
Knowing I won’t be saved, crying, wanting to sleep
I close my eyes
Smiling to conceal the pain, fearing tomorrow
It’s exhausting
Let’s embrace eternal sleep, I’m already tired