We were corrupting each other correctly
Obsessed with each other’s sadness
The painful, mutually licking sense of loss
Even a prose-like pleasure is fine

It’s embarrassingly unbearable to be alive
Wanting to think it’s just my imagination, but I can’t
Even sleeping is not the same without you

I want to leave a scar on your porcelain-like soft cheek
That’s the only thing we, pathetic people like us, can do

Singing about love and romance in a limp manner
I want to be tainted by the poison called “you”
I’ve started thinking only sad thoughts, and it won’t end, this endless loop
This toxic encounter I’ve been waiting for all along
You’re toxic, the worst and most beloved, a gentle hell
The withdrawal symptoms still haven’t disappeared

Indeed, values have gone mad
A life without you is absurdity
A sense of reality like standing on one foot
Most of the world has grayed out
The hypothalamus goes haywire, glitching
Auditory hallucinations strike past 4 AM
Telling me, “Everyone loves you”
The fading moonlight

Even the midnight blessings are consumed by morning
And it becomes hard to breathe again
No one loves me
If this terrible nightmare were reality, I would poison you
Where is the love song for pathetic people like us?

Singing about love and romance in a limp manner
I want to be tainted by the poison called “you”
My life, filled with only sadness, seems worthless
Today, I plead once again for a toxic encounter
You’re toxic, the worst and most beloved, a radiant eternal darkness
The withdrawal symptoms still haven’t disappeared

I’m simply thirsty for you

We’re rightly polluting each other
Preoccupied with each other’s grief
Licking our wounds of painful loss
I don’t care if they’re prose pleasures

I’m helplessly ashamed to be alive
I wanted to think I was imagining it, but I can’t
Without you, even sleeping is beyond my control

I want to hurt that cheek with soft, china-like skin
That’s the only way scum like us can touch each other

I’d love to be able to sing stupid songs about love
And get intoxicated by the poison that is you
Stuck in a never-ending loop of sad thoughts
I’ve been waiting for a toxic rendezvous like this for a long time
You are the poisonous, the worst, and the dearest heaven
Withdrawal symptom still persist

My value system has gone mad
Life without you is ridiculous now
A wobbly sense of reality, like standing on one leg
Most of my world has greyed out
My glitchy pituitary gland running amok
Stoned, after 4 am, auditory hallucinations
‘Everyone loves you’
The fading moonlight tells me that

Even the midnight blessing is eaten away by the morning
It’s getting harder and harder to breathe
Nobody loves me
This terrible nightmare is real, then I want to take poison of you
Where are the love songs for scum like us?

I’d love to be able to sing stupid songs about love
And get intoxicated by the poison that is you
It’s like my life was worthless, with all the sad things that happened to me
Today I’m pleading with you for another toxic rendezvous
You are the poisonous, the worst, the dearest, the most dazzling everlasting darkness
Withdrawal symptom still persist

Just thirsting for you