Today is passing by again
Like the time for your life proceeds
Like limited numbers decrease
Like beautiful numbers increase
A treasure trove of memories
Old ones get stuffed in the back of the shelf
Even though it’s covered in dust
The dust seems to light up with pride
Even though
By my side
Anxiety Cheers Solidarity
A cloudy safe zone
Feels like your head is shaking
Morning fatigue
Platform 3 Semi-express train
Like a blue
Bitter springtime of lifetime
I’ll wait for you, right here
Lifetime wounds that start to hurt
I want to love them
Though we don’t have a way to find them
Us that tend to forget “That”
What do we go through and what do we obtain
To become grown ups
That one-time chance
Not to miss that opportunity
Always want to keep my heels up
But as it is difficult
Candidate for main character
Was the role I thought I was in
Like a role without a name
That can’t even make a spin-off
You’re just
By my side
When I sing about meaningless love
I don’t want to become a lier
Uneasy hunch in my chest
The morning estrangement
Shifting to ride the express train
Shadows hurt
There’s no value
As if I was alone
I don’t like the night
I don’t like you
I am a person who can’t be kind
The light hurts
I dislike hope
Makes me feel as if I’m alone
I hate night
Being alone scares me
The virtue of being selfish
Even the incomplete thoughts
I want to cherish it no matter what
Even on days full of anxiety
I try to love
Never have I felt
This shitty failure
All of this is what
Moves me
High five with this heartbeat of this earth
That summer I put in everything
It won’t fade, it won’t be forgotten
To live through today
Though we don’t have a way to find them
Us that tend to lose “them”
For what and for who
Do we grow our wounds
Like after the rain
How plants grow
There’s nothing that doesn’t have a meaning
Let’s believe so and proceed
Too much things with no answers
But it becomes a reason to love
The spring that we shared
Let’s remember it
Even if the bitterness piles up
It shines
Even flaws that are not worth it
Let’s admit it
I look at myself
And I love me
I am able to love myself.