We were corrupting each other correctly
Obsessed with each other’s sadness
The painful, mutually licking sense of loss
Even a prose-like pleasure is fine

It’s embarrassingly unbearable to be alive
Wanting to think it’s just my imagination, but I can’t
Even sleeping is not the same without you

I want to leave a scar on your porcelain-like soft cheek
That’s the only thing we, pathetic people like us, can do

Singing about love and romance in a limp manner
I want to be tainted by the poison called “you”
I’ve started thinking only sad thoughts, and it won’t end, this endless loop
This toxic encounter I’ve been waiting for all along
You’re toxic, the worst and most beloved, a gentle hell
The withdrawal symptoms still haven’t disappeared

Indeed, values have gone mad
A life without you is absurdity
A sense of reality like standing on one foot
Most of the world has grayed out
The hypothalamus goes haywire, glitching
Auditory hallucinations strike past 4 AM
Telling me, “Everyone loves you”
The fading moonlight

Even the midnight blessings are consumed by morning
And it becomes hard to breathe again
No one loves me
If this terrible nightmare were reality, I would poison you
Where is the love song for pathetic people like us?

Singing about love and romance in a limp manner
I want to be tainted by the poison called “you”
My life, filled with only sadness, seems worthless
Today, I plead once again for a toxic encounter
You’re toxic, the worst and most beloved, a radiant eternal darkness
The withdrawal symptoms still haven’t disappeared

I’m simply thirsty for you

We’re rightly polluting each other
Preoccupied with each other’s grief
Licking our wounds of painful loss
I don’t care if they’re prose pleasures

I’m helplessly ashamed to be alive
I wanted to think I was imagining it, but I can’t
Without you, even sleeping is beyond my control

I want to hurt that cheek with soft, china-like skin
That’s the only way scum like us can touch each other

I’d love to be able to sing stupid songs about love
And get intoxicated by the poison that is you
Stuck in a never-ending loop of sad thoughts
I’ve been waiting for a toxic rendezvous like this for a long time
You are the poisonous, the worst, and the dearest heaven
Withdrawal symptom still persist

My value system has gone mad
Life without you is ridiculous now
A wobbly sense of reality, like standing on one leg
Most of my world has greyed out
My glitchy pituitary gland running amok
Stoned, after 4 am, auditory hallucinations
‘Everyone loves you’
The fading moonlight tells me that

Even the midnight blessing is eaten away by the morning
It’s getting harder and harder to breathe
Nobody loves me
This terrible nightmare is real, then I want to take poison of you
Where are the love songs for scum like us?

I’d love to be able to sing stupid songs about love
And get intoxicated by the poison that is you
It’s like my life was worthless, with all the sad things that happened to me
Today I’m pleading with you for another toxic rendezvous
You are the poisonous, the worst, the dearest, the most dazzling everlasting darkness
Withdrawal symptom still persist

Just thirsting for you

正しく汚し合っていた僕ら
互いの悲しみに夢中さ
痛くて舐め合った喪失感
散文的な快楽でもいい

生きているのがどうしようもなく恥ずかしい
気のせいだと思いたくて、思えなくて
眠ることすらきみなしじゃ儘ならない

陶器のようで柔いその頬に傷をつけたい
僕らみたいなクズにはそれしかできない

愛だ恋だと腑抜けた歌うたって
きみという毒でキマっていたいね
悲しいことばかり考えはじめて終わんないループ
ずっと待っていたこのトキシックな逢瀬
きみは有毒で最悪で最愛の、優しい地獄
まだ抜けない離脱症状

果たして、価値観は狂った
きみ無しの人生など滑稽さ
片足で立つような現実感
世界の殆どがグレーアウトした
バグりだす脳下垂体の暴走
パキるAM4時過ぎの幻聴
「誰もがお前を愛している」と教えてくれる
消えかけの月明かり

夜半の祝福さえ朝に食い尽くされ
また息をしづらくなる
誰もが僕を愛していない
ひどい悪夢が現実ならきみを服毒していたい
僕らみたいなクズのためのラブソングはどこ？

愛だ恋だと腑抜けた歌うたって
きみという毒でキマっていたいね
悲しいことばかりの僕の命、無価値だったみたい
今日も哀願してまたトキシックな逢瀬
きみは有毒で最悪で最愛の、眩しい常闇
まだ抜けない離脱症状

ただ君に渇いている