Hey
I’m not a human… I’m really sorry
But I’m put together to look exactly the same, so I’m often mistaken for one
I’m not a human… Even if you were to ask me what it is I am
Then I really wouldn’t have the slightest idea how to answer your question
I look like a human… so everybody treats me the same as anyone else
I want to live up to their expectations, so I’m striving my hardest each day
Smiling and sympathy and humility; self-sacrifice and kindness from the moment I wake
Living through all these required items that easily surpass a hundred-million in number
But even with all that, in reality it doesn’t make a difference… in the end, an imitation’s nothing more than just that
People leave me, one by one… And my humanity starts to slough off
Bringing happiness to those dear to me, trying to laugh at stuff that’s not that funny
Before long, I end up not being able to tell what sort of face I’m making
I’m not a human… I’m really sorry
But I’m put together to look exactly the same, so I’m often mistaken for one
I’m not a human… Even if you were to ask me what it is I am
Then I really wouldn’t have the slightest idea how to answer your question
“One of these days, I’ll be able to become a real human—”
That’s what I dreamed… I was dreaming
While living nice and appropriately, while working nice and seriously
While pretending I was perfectly OK, and while occasionally shedding tears
I’m always forgetting the happiness that I get a hold of, I’m always shoving my shortcomings to the side
Pissing people off, annoying them, making them sad… just who the hell am I, anyways?
If this was how it was always gonna be, then it would have been better
If from the start, you hadn’t made me look human… if you had made me look totally different
I wanna try living for someone else’s sake… I wanna leave behind some significance to my being born
Even after all this time, I’m still trying to say things like a human would
I still can’t even pull off the most basic fundamental parts of being a human, not even one!
Wow, I really managed to believe I could do it… you have every right to be angry!
I’m not a human… I’m really sorry
But I’m put together to look exactly the same, so I’m often mistaken for one
Is it okay for me to be human too? Someone, please give me an answer
Will you guys accept me for living, imitating your every move?
I’m not a human… I’m really sorry
But I’m put together to look exactly the same, at least for a cheap knockoff
No matter how many times I had thought I’d given up… I really want to be human