Ever since I was born
I’ve been compared to others
I’ve suffered and been stifled
Just pretend it never happened
An unshackled outsider
I want to live, even if just barely
All or nothing, even or odd
A fate only known by God
I want to hang onto that stupid ideal
Called glory
I’ll be graceless
Even if I’m ridiculed as foolish
A depraved, lonely knight
Falling down
Shouldering punishment and a past
A gorgeous red carpet
Feet on the ground and glory in my grasp
I tried to uncover night blossoms of the past
But they stay buried, all things must pass
Blackout, my vision gets dark
Flashbacks and after-effects
Pushing forward with wobbling dizziness
The weather vane faces south
Why me?
Each time it hurts I get high and dive
How do you feel?
Give me a robotic embrace
It’s fine if we do it by the books
Make me whole, baby
Falling love
The taste of your kiss lingers
No freedom, no answers,
No peace in a pandemonium
I’ll be graceless
Even if I’m ridiculed as foolish
A depraved, lonely knight
Falling down
Shouldering punishment and a past
Sparks blooming like mad
