Ah, as usual
These passing days make me yawn
After a night of merriment today again
Morning falls upon Shibuya city
Feeling somewhat empty
Such a feeling
Bores me
But that’s all right
It is what it is
I prefer it this way
Inadvertently hiding
Your real voice, let it resonate, see
You can pretend not to look but
It’s definitely there
Letting my feelings take over as
With this color of my choice
On a morning draped with sleepiness
I approached a blue world
Stating clearly what I like
Scares me to death but
My true self
I think I found it
Ah, the more I reach out
The further away it goes
Again, today’s not working out the way I imagined
Still struggling hurriedly
Vexing feelings
Just makes me miserable and
Tears fall
The deeper I get in
The more I’m in agony
And the more pain I’m in
Letting my feelings take over as I go forth
This path I chose
To a night grazing against these heavy eyelids
A blue vow clings
Continuing with what I like
Isn’t just about enjoyment
Can I really do it?
Makes me anxious but
So many
See, so many
I drew because I lacked confidence
So many times
See, so many times
These experiences will be my assets
Looking around
Comparing myself to others
What is it that only I can do?
I still lack confidence
But still
Feelings felt for the first time
Emotions I never knew I had
By taking a step forward on that day
This pain and everything else I felt for the first time
By facing what I like
I touched upon a light, still small
It’s all right, let’s go, now all we need to do is enjoy
Staking everything on my drawings
With a color no one else can emulate
By running continuously morning and night
I found a blue light
Facing what I like
Still scares me
But I’m no longer invisible like I used to be
I am as I am
I am the one and only me
Inadvertently hiding
Your real voice, let it resonate, see
You can pretend not to look but
It’s definitely there, even now
Inadvertently hiding
Your real voice, let it resonate, see
You can pretend not to look but
It’s definitely there within you