Someday
With words lighter than my heart
I thoughtlessly made you angry
I couldn’t even bring myself to say, “I’m sorry”
The sound of my heartbeat was so loud
When was it
I decided to stop this and
Let go of the carefully stacked building blocks
I touched the fingertips swaying to the heartbeat
Before everything collapses
Yes, the seeds of worries
Always (always)
Revolve around
Someone else
Tomorrow
And the future
Hey, the more I think, the faster
The pulsating rhythm becomes
If only I could carve it
More skillfully
More beautifully
Even if my legs freeze
Even if my voice trembles
Ignoring all that
With my heart left behind
The beat continues to accelerate
Even though I’m not ready yet
Following the prescribed path to the right
So as not to deviate
I was left behind, organized
The days are accelerating
How did I used to walk
What kind of person was I
I’ve always been looking from afar
The future I’ve always looked forward to
Has always been getting closer
Always, always
The truly important things
Always (everyone)
Are left unspoken
The crucial parts
The future
Even now, the more I think
The less I understand
If only I could proceed
More coolly
More confidently
Even if my legs freeze
Even if my voice trembles
Ignoring all that
With my heart left behind
The beat continues to accelerate
It feels like it might tear apart
The “I’m sorry” stuck in my throat
The trembling fingertips
Whenever I think, deep in my chest
It hurts as my pulse beats
Only when I touch
Irreplaceable things
Things to be loved
Certainly
The bouncing heartbeat
The sound it made
Has always been telling me
What is truly important to me
Always
I don’t need the “likeness”
Imposed by someone
Everywhere
Let my heartbeat resonate
Not anyone else’s
My own proof
Ring proudly
With a heart on the verge of breaking
Let it ring
My unique proof in the world
I’ve always been looking from afar
The future I’ve always looked forward to
Is getting closer and closer
Always, always
What I’ve always been
Searching for
Was always nearby
Always, always
This is the sign of a new beginning