The girl who yearned so much for love,
Often had fingers pointed her way.
They float aimlessly in the air – the true intentions she had hidden away.
I don’t want to always have to be with you,
so we won’t walk together anymore, okay?
I had always thought that weakness was unknown to me.
And yet, you had always noticed that from the start.
If you’re looking for something you dropped, then it is right here, sister.
But you keep on with that solemn face; and I don’t understand the reason for that.
Thinking back on what went wrong,
Everything had clearly been my fault.
But I could never say the words I wanted to say:
That I have always, always been thinking about you.
Buried under countless “why”s,
I could never come up with a satisfactory answer to any of them.
The sirens of emotions won’t stop wailing,
I knew, but I couldn’t do anything about it…
Memories of what I ate yesterday I couldn’t seem to recall at all.
The same went for sadness, and even happiness, too.
If I could do everything from the start again; I wouldn’t even try it.
My answers won’t change after all, right?
I had always thought that weakness was unknown to me.
And yet, you had always noticed that from the start.
If you’re looking for something you dropped, then it is right here, sister.
But you keep on with that solemn face;
And the tears begin to fall off the side of mine.
The you who passed through the tunnel did so by walking straight ahead, facing forward.
The you who looked for a way to continue did so by facing forward and walking straight ahead.
I’ll change all the words I kept hidden away to something that I can send back to you.
I’ll tuck away all these memories — even the goodbyes I never said — to someplace else.
Thinking back on what went wrong,
Everything had clearly been my fault.
But I could never say the words I wanted to say:
That I have always, always been thinking about you.
Buried under countless “why”s,
I could never come up with a satisfactory answer to any of them.
The sirens of emotions won’t stop wailing,
I knew, but I couldn’t do anything about it…