That movie I watched with you: The scene where they throw a bunch of cash into the sea
The feeling of the fleeting mundane and the present while connecting to the world
We laughed with each other, never trying to be serious
We were loud enough to drown out the cicadas’ songs
I thought this day would last for the rest of my life
But the end is always abrupt
Hey – tell me why, tell me why, tell me why
Like a sunset, ephemeral and fragile
What are memories worth for?
They don’t fill my gut and heart at all
How much easier it would be if I could just forget your name and go on
What a bad epilogue
A prologue that you don’t want to remember
On a certain summer day
You went away without even saying goodbye
Suddenly there was a shattered heart on the floor
I haven’t cleaned that up yet
I don’t need love, money, or anything
I want to get rid of the weight of these memories
Inhale the words, exhale your melancholy
It’s so heartbreaking
The portrait you drew
The art supplies and papers left in the room
I liked to see you drawing landscapes
I loved watching it
I kicked a vending machine in an empty alley
I know it’s not cool to lash out at things, I know it
But I have nowhere to go
I don’t have an enough open mind to accept this absurdity
I can’t stop being emotional
Time will not go back, there is no God
A helpless abandoned beast
Erase them all, I’ll erase them all at once
Before they turn into something inhumane
Looking up at the carmine sky
It’s beautiful because it’s not eternal
Don’t say such beautiful things carelessly
No more papers, no more pens
Throw this poem into the ditch
Please, somehow, somehow, somewhere
Be strong, strong, and live in the present
I want to destroy everything
This blessed life, this knowledge, my honor
Like the fireworks I saw back then
It’s okay to be scattered
This is who I really am
I’m a helpless, insignificant person
I want to laugh till the end
This imperfect life