Ordinary normal life
Unexpectedly, red berries fell from the plate
Spread out, rolled down
Smeared on dirt, totally spoiled
Conversations between shy people
I kind of felt comfortable
Memories and that warmth
I don’t remember how I made it this far
Love has always been hastily revealed
It’s all about trial and error
So awkward
Like the seasons of the sleepless sky reflected through the windows
I took you to the penumbra
Deeply sinking into nothingness
Until even the seams of the night can’t be seen
Erase all and everything
I just want to drown in unconsciousness
Even if it’s just for comfort, it’s fine
I can’t take it anymore
Stains creeping into the depths
Lingering silence
That ringing, the fuel for hesitation
Thoughtful, planning, truth
It doesn’t make sense, not at all
It makes me sad to know you’re okay without me
All is up to interpretation
If words are fluttering
I want to sort them out
Meaningless text
Struggling, fighting back
Making up for it
I don’t know what to do
I’m stupid, I’m too weak
Nonstop tracing the twinkling stars
Like a seam
Made of wounds and holes with constellations
I want to tell them apart
What you want to forget / But cannot forget
Anesthesia won’t do for these feelings
Just sink to the bottom of the lees
Let’s end this, that’s okay
Along the beach, walking holding hands
Trembling deep into my spine
The ending behind my eyelids
Becoming a treasure before you know it
The colors of your memories are not endless
Transparent, all about to disappear
Indeed, shining in the midst of meaninglessness
Blue goes on in this beating heart
Casting life, turning the world around
One end, one beginning
Don’t look back, goodbye to me