An eternal loop of dysphoria Our scrambles in a chain
Where would our end be seen?

The balance I entrusted my life upon through presumption of innocence
Its justice and raging bravery
Have now become useless

ーーーWhy?ーーー

With these hands, I can’t touch such a small heart with enough care

My twisted fate is now a multifold of forbidden wings
The blade I was entrusted with
Stabs me in the back and becomes sin
This is the Karma, where consistency faces its back towards God
Even in a future not of madness, I’ll shoot an arrow at that bull’s eye

Why? Call my name

The view still scarred onto the back of my mind

The sequels to our pointless dreams, aiming for that hill
We would’ve been able to keep smiling

Doubting and doubted, I lock myself away again, today
I could only knock the door with bombs
I made a mistake somewhere

ーーーWhy?ーーー

These hands could only keep stealing
Never able to caress

The wings that learned that the sky is gray over blue
In exchange of stealing the evil eye
I cannot be myself anymore
This is the Atonement and Reincarnation which once had a name
No matter whatever happiness I gain,
I cannot touch it with these hands

Why had I met you?

The smoke scorched onto my throat

Carrying this much pain within myself
I found that there was no reason I had been born
The bloody today, washing the sun with blood
I found that there was no reason I had been born

Unable to save a single thing
I was about to stand for the Cross
I found that I could but become nothing
The scaffold smirks and invites me over

Pretend wings defeated by my twisted fate
The blade I was entrusted with
Stabs me in the back and becomes sin
This is the Karma, where consistency faces its back towards God
Even in a future not of madness, I’ll shoot an arrow at that bull’s eye

Why? Call my name

The view still scarred onto the back of my mind

果てしない悲哀の環状線奪い合いの連鎖
終幕はどこで見られるだろう

命を預けた天秤は推定無罪を要して
その正義も 猛る勇姿も
不用品となってしまった

ーーーどうして？ーーー

この手じゃそんな小さな心にうまく触れない

歪んだ運命は幾つもの禁忌の翼
望まれかざした刃が
手のひらを返して罪と成る
それは辻褄が神に背きだすカルマ
たとえ狂いない未来としても正鵠に射かける

どうして ボクの名前を呼んでよ

まだ脳裏に焼きつく 憧景

くだらない夢の続きや あの丘目指して
ボクらは笑えたはずだったのに

疑い疑われては鍵かける今日だ
爆弾でしか戸を叩けずに
どこかで間違えていたんだ

ーーーどうして？ーーー

この手は 奪うことばかりで
あやせもしない

空は青より灰色と記憶した翼
祟り目奪った代償に
もうボクはボクでいられない
それはかつて名を持った 贖罪と輪廻
以後いかなる幸せでも この手では触れない

どうして君と会ってしまったの

喉元に焼きつく硝煙

これだけの苦痛を抱え込んで
生まれた意味などはないと知った
血塗られた今日日を血で洗って
生まれた意味などはないと知った

何ひとつも救えないくせして
十字架ばかりを背負っていこうと
何者にもなれないと知った
処刑台が嗤い 手招いている

歪んだ運命に敗した 仮初の翼
望まれかざした刃が
手のひらを返して罪と成る
それは辻褄が神に背きだすカルマ
たとえ狂いない未来としても 正鵠に射かける

どうして ボクの名前を呼んでよ

まだ脳裏に焼きつく 憧景