I forgot how to laugh since I started being laughed at
I forgot how to cry because everything feels sad
In the corner of a dim room, plucking the strings of my guitar
I know there’s no value enough to change tomorrow
Reluctantly
Unknown sentences, dissonance, it’s not all said here
Unable to beautify the worst, just my mind spinning around
I’m sorry, hey, I’m sorry
Everyone is pointing fingers, calling me a disappointment
I’m sorry, I’m sorry
Tearing apart my parched throat, having flashbacks
It’s okay, I don’t mind being unhappy forever
If I could appease the never-ending barrage of abuse, would you forgive me?
Oh, why am I apologizing again?
Did I do something?
Oh well, it’s probably my fault anyway
Japanese crucian carp in muddy tanks, with gaslighting in the background
In the shadow of a crazed clown, trembling apples, one, two, just rotting away
I’m sorry, hey, I’m sorry
Paying for sins I don’t remember committing, the me betraying me told lies
I’m sorry, I’m sorry
Please, someone notice, and then
It’s okay, I don’t mind being the villain
The loop of endless nightmares, countless eyes stuck on all four walls
A ringing phone screaming inside a numb head
Where to? Where to? There’s no escape
I know, I know, this life is probably over, right?
I’m utterly fed up
I’m sorry
I’m sorry
I’m sorry, I’m sorry
Sorry for being born, now it seems like the only thing I can sing for sure
I’m sorry, I’m sorry
Tearing apart my parched throat, having flashbacks
It’s okay, I don’t mind a lifetime of irredeemable unhappiness