Unable to stand or sit still suddenly
I send an SOS to my friend
I want them to listen to my story
Because, after all, it’s about him
“I’ve already realized that, countless times”
Such a shallow reaction
Even if it makes my ears go numb, please listen
I can’t bear it anymore
Here I go, for the fourth time, confessing to him
One-sided love with little hope is nothing but bitter
Just being friends is fine
Just exchanging a few words as we pass by
That alone is enough
At least, that’s what I thought
But your voice won’t leave my mind
What if I had never once
Expressed my feelings to you?
An overly practiced confession
Wouldn’t make my heart flutter at all
Ten years ago, when I first confessed
I was so innocent
Five years later, it was too casual
The same three years after that
If only I could redo everything from scratch
Now, let’s time travel back to that day
And reclaim our first confession
Let’s pretend none of it ever happened
Is that okay?
Is it really okay?
No matter how many times I’ve been disappointed by rejection
No matter how many bitter feelings I’ve felt on repeat
Every time I touched something you liked
It somehow became something I liked too
That’s my irreplaceable treasure now
Even if I fail
I’ll say it once more
I, I love you