Immediately after our encounter, I feel at ease.
The momentum is quiet but strong.
I want to believe you and collapse,
Tonight.
How many times have I loved you?
I forget it over and over and remember it over and over.
I thought even that would someday end.
I tried to laugh beautifully.
It’s a love like a nightlight.
Thinking only about you.
Don’t worry about the brightness.
I embraced you and looked into your heart.
Following your heart, I collapsed.
Tired of turbulence.
I end everyday
Dissolving infinite loneliness in hot water.
I’m in trouble because I’m doing a good job reminiscing.
These days I’m very discerning.
I’m more confident.
As I muttered such things.
That night I lost my bet.
It’s a love like a magic lantern.
After realising, it disappears.
A scab that can’t be helped.
I cling to the collapsing illusion.
Without saying “goodbye”.
In the quietness after it disappears.
I will cry again.
With the impurity that has grown larger than before.
I collapsed with euphoria.
It’s a love like a nightlight.
Thinking only about you.
Don’t worry about the light.
I made too many mistakes.
Riding on the rhythm of the heart at the time of parting.
The morning begins violently.
Loud sadness.
I’m able to repeat the scenes
Until our embrace.
Light that replaces the nightlight.
It’ dazzles me too brightly.
I closed my heart and collapsed.