Normally, I fall asleep easily
But I can’t stop hearing the words of my heart
You don’t know it, but your earlobes
They sometimes smile at me and I feel at a loss
Someone was casually calling you by name
But I think it would sound better if it were me saying it instead
I don’t know it yet, but this unsettling feeling
Sometimes overtakes me and I feel at a loss
I always want you to be here more, just a little more
Wishing for you to stay, I search, search, search for the words
Each time you blink, each time you sneeze
I find myself humming a love song that I’d normally pay no mind
Each time you say, “See you later”, each time you say, “I’m sorry”.
I can’t help myself, I suddenly feel like crying
The more I see you, the more it isn’t enough
I’m not myself anymore
I feel like I can see things that I normally couldn’t before
So this is what it feels like to be sad and happy at the same time
Feeling hurt by comments made in passing
I looked down at my shoelaces as I struggled to smile
I always want you to be here more, just a little more
Wishing for you to stay, I search, search, search for the words
Each time you smile at someone, each time you whisper in someone’s ear
I think how easy my life would be if that person were me
Each time you say, “See you later”, each time you say, “I’m sorry”.
I can’t help myself, I suddenly feel like crying
Each time you blink, each time you sneeze
I find myself humming a love song that I’d normally pay no mind
No one can teach me, no one really even knows
I can’t help myself, please just give me this moment
The more I see you, the more it isn’t enough
The more I see you, the more confusing it becomes
I’m not myself anymore