If there were nothing but lies in this world, there’d be nothing easier
It’s because the truth is occasionally mixed in that it’s such a pain, but I’m trying to believe in it
It’s said that painful and sad times will be resolved with the passing of time,
But happy and fun times also fade away, little by little
If so, then I only want to think of tomorrow as I live on
Those of us who can’t do that sometimes remember things like this
Throughout downtown Kichijouji, the blue sky we looked up at as we held hands
The fireworks we saw as we sat on the pier, skipping school, the twilight in summer
I drank too much and threw up in front of Nakano Station,
That girl’s earrings sparkled,
Reflecting the moonlight. I get irritated at the beautiful memories
Things I want to forget. Things I don’t want to forget.
When I start to think about living and dying, I feel like I’m about to go crazy
In the end, all I can carry is what I can fit in my own two hands
If so, then that’s fine. I’ll try to head toward the future,
Taking with me these memories that must seem like misshapen scraps of trash to other people
That girl took my hand in the middle of the long hill on the way to the hospital,
A rainbow-colored picnic blanket, my Les Paul, the starry sky of Aomori
I wanted to run away and hurled out words like knives,
That girl’s broken heart, a jigsaw puzzle
That was missing pieces, beautiful memories
Things I want to forget. Things I don’t want to forget.
Now I have a number of things important to me in my hands and in my heart
I know what love is worth for all the times I lost it and broke it
If so, then those of us who’ve had nothing but failure in life should be able to love more than others
So look, I try to remember the things I want to forget and the things I don’t
I got the feeling I was being laughed at by someone and became unable to leave the house,
On the way home from that girl’s house, the morning glow I saw on Mejiro Street,
The warmth of my father’s back I felt when I was young, west Shinjuku, the ocean in my home town,
A notebook of blank white paper, the dreams I deserted, don’t leave me, don’t leave me, the buzzing cicadas
My friend who died even though he was talented, my friends who are doing their best even now, far away,
My girlfriend who’s still supporting me,
I fought in my locked-up room, back then, a broken heart, a broken guitar,
Thank you, thank you, I hate you, beautiful memories
Things I want to forget. Things I don’t want to forget.