Even if I gather up, one by one, the pieces of my shattered yesterday…
These cut-off pages know all too well,
Even if I were to continue by writing out my pain.
Continuing to follow the plot, nothing ever changing,
This yearning keeps my heart confined.
You alone are carried away
From this nearly frozen season.
I dreamed I was drowning,
My memories lying to me.
Scattering as they fall from my hands,
Those days will surely never return…
I’m merely counting the reasons why…
Even if my heart eventually changes into a fragment of dull ice,
The warm feelings I hid away will remain inextinguishable—
Even if I were to abandon my hopes.
Amid the same scenery, nothing ever changing,
I can only cling to these frozen memories.
Tears alone fall
From this breaking heart.
My breath begins to quiver
Like piling snow.
In that closed off room,
You’re laughing endlessly…
As I bury my face in my knees again…
This frozen fruit never loses its color:
A yearning that keeps me frozen in this moment.
You alone are carried away
From this nearly frozen season.
I dreamed I was melting away,
My memories lying to me.
The two of us will never return
From those fading days…
I gazed up at the winter sky…