I just felt like closing the curtains
I just felt like taking off my socks
I just felt like turning on the TV
I just felt like turning it off
Some days are just the worst
But somehow, I manage to just keep on going
Some days are just the worst
But I keep on searching for the light
I don’t know how I’m supposed to act anymore
Even when I’m happy or having fun
My fingers crack unexpectedly
It’s not so easy to draw people in these days
You can’t hesitate to drink in the atmosphere
I checked my blood pressure
Because I never, ever
Want to live my life like someone else!
I just felt like watering my cactus
I just felt like I was feeling normal again
I just felt like making some coffee
I just felt like listening to this silence
I just felt like looking at the clock
I just felt like I was being controlled
I just felt like…
I just felt like today was over
Some days are just the worst
But somehow, I manage to just keep on going
Some days are just the worst
But I keep on searching for the light
I don’t know how I’m supposed to act anymore
Even when it’s busy and loud
My fingers crack unexpectedly
It’s not so easy to draw people in these days
I’ll sing about the grotesqueness of a dying, white sunflower
For no reason at all
Because I always, always
Think that’s beautiful!
It’s 2022 now––we live in a blinding vortex of turmoil
When you lose sight of the things you used to be able to see
Turn your back on the city where everyone else is
And try making a collage
For no one else but you
However hard to capture some elements may be
Just cut it out, you’ll see!
Lalala…
Just cut it out, you’ll see!