Listening to the radio to the brand new release
Dreaming of, that one day that I could be like “you”
When I flourished to every single sound I heard
Those times are so long gone that I can’t rejoice in

Only thing I can do is coming up short and it teaches me first hand how brutal this world is
I always thought I was special but everyone in the world thinks like that

“Your dream will come true sometime!” “You will get back what you have put in!”
I am sick of the utter nonsense that people always throw around
The darkness eats what proves my significance in this world
Getting looked over by everyone which comes in contact with me
I am just average, with nothing to show for
Frustrated Depressed Distressed Dejected
and it’s running me crazy

Just another day that I accomplish nothing
My choices and time are running out quickly
I get complacent and start to give in
Slowly but surely I became what I despise

Everyday I start to feel my limit approaching wearing out the life of what I had in my heart
Still trapped in the future plan I dreamed of and I tore every single thing apart

Even when I was on my last breath Without anymore tears to shed
All I could do was to resist to the fast current of time
I still pray to god believing that my fantasy is fulfilled
But knowing the world, I lived in, that it will never happen to me
Saviors only come to the faithful believers
So hollow So broken Still wanting the help
What am I supposed to do

Devoted everything including my own soul
But I can’t become like “you” with all I put in my voice
It’s time to bid farewell to stop my long misery
With the piece of my life
Ah… for my last run…

The suffering will continue because of the hopes which I kept
Lingering around In my mind Like the noise which won’t vanish
“Your dream will come true sometime!” “You will get back what you have put in!”
I wanted to still believe these words with an innocent mind
Frustrated Depressed Distressed Dejected
So hollow So broken Still wanting the help

And I break down and break down and break down and break down
Someone please break me, please break me, please break me, please break me…

ラジオから流れてた　あの新譜を聴いて
“あなた”みたいになりたいと　憧れたんだっけ
一音一音にときめいていたのも
ずっと昔　わたしがまだ笑ってた頃

近づけば遠ざかる理想と　残酷な現実の間で
自分だけは特別だと　勘違いしていたよ

「夢は絶対に叶う」だとか　「努力は報われるはず」だとか
そんな嘘臭いキレイゴト　聞き飽きてしまったな
暗闇に吸い込まれる残響　みんなに聴いてほしかった詩
誰か見つけてよ　認めてよ　わたしが此処にいたこと
何もないありふれた存在と気づかされ
悔しくて　悲しくて　苦しくて　つらくて
狂いそうになる

惰性が染みついて無為に過ごす日々
残された選択肢も時間も無いのに
妥協を繰り返して諦めがちになる
少しずつ嫌いだった大人になってく

一つまた一つと限界を悟り　擦り減らしてく心の残量
描いて破り捨てた未来図　それでも囚われたまま

血反吐しか吐けなくなっても　流す涙も枯れ果てても
過去を振り返る暇もなく　足掻くしかできなかった
もしも願いが叶うのならば　明日死んだって構わない
そんな都合のいい神様は　いやしないと知りつつ
信じてもないものに　縋っても救われず
虚しくて　傷ついて　たすけて　ほしくて
どうすればいいの

情熱も　人生も　魂も　全て
この声に捧げてきたけど　それでも“あなた”になれない
想いを吹き込んだこの歌を流すのも
もうこれで最後にしようか
ああ　滲んでく

抱え切れず溢した希望が　絶え間なく苛み続けてる
この頭の中　取り憑いて　消えない　雑音(ノイズ)のように
「夢は絶対に叶う」だとか　「努力は報われるはず」だとか
そんな青臭いキレイゴト　無邪気に信じたかった
悔しくて　悲しくて　苦しくて　つらくて
虚しくて　傷ついて　たすけて　ほしくて

わたしが壊れて　壊れて　壊れて　壊れて
わたしを壊して　壊して　壊して　壊して