Enjoyed the summer with memories of cherry blossoms
Spend the winter with the memory of autumn maples
Nothing is beautiful
Everything is like chaos
Back then I was pure and my body was made of booze
The poem I long for is like god for me
Behind the scenes,
I put a price on my life which I have killed
I want to cry, I want to throw up, I want to seize that face full of frustrations
I want to write, I want to say,I want to draw
Is in my hollow head like remnants squeezed dry remnant
I have fallen in love with you,
Even though I’m not human
Please turn me back to human
Before your eyes burn a hole in me and reveal myself
Those night I was barefoot
And danced like crazed and never cared nor scared
I do not know a single thing of value about that days,
And I still don’t
But I also miss those days
That will never come back
I would return to those days if I could
I want turn back to human
When I was in my mother’s womb, all I had to do was soak in there
Oh, yeah
My humanity has been stripped away since that day
when I knew that cold heart was like a glass ball
I love you
For the number of regrets
If this regret were gone once and for all
You will not be needed by me anymore
And I’m afraid it will…
I had nowhere to dump my loneliness
I ranted and raved about it everywhere
I gave them away for free
Because my heart was not worth a damn
I am not human anymore
I feel like I am not human anymore
So I am afraid when you laugh
I’ve drowned in your eyes so much
That I feel like I have to say good-bye
I have to hurt you
Before my body weeps
Even if I am not human
May I still love you?
All you do is laugh
You do not even say a word
Mocking me
Even though you are not human