Enjoyed the summer with memories of cherry blossoms
Spend the winter with the memory of autumn maples

Nothing is beautiful
Everything is like chaos

Back then I was pure and my body was made of booze
The poem I long for is like god for me
Behind the scenes,
I put a price on my life which I have killed

I want to cry, I want to throw up, I want to seize that face full of frustrations

I want to write, I want to say,I want to draw
Is in my hollow head like remnants squeezed dry remnant

I have fallen in love with you,
Even though I’m not human
Please turn me back to human
Before your eyes burn a hole in me and reveal myself

Those night I was barefoot
And danced like crazed and never cared nor scared

I do not know a single thing of value about that days,
And I still don’t

But I also miss those days
That will never come back

I would return to those days if I could
I want turn back to human

When I was in my mother’s womb, all I had to do was soak in there
Oh, yeah
My humanity has been stripped away since that day
when I knew that cold heart was like a glass ball

I love you
For the number of regrets
If this regret were gone once and for all
You will not be needed by me anymore
And I’m afraid it will…

I had nowhere to dump my loneliness
I ranted and raved about it everywhere
I gave them away for free
Because my heart was not worth a damn
I am not human anymore
I feel like I am not human anymore
So I am afraid when you laugh

I’ve drowned in your eyes so much
That I feel like I have to say good-bye
I have to hurt you
Before my body weeps

Even if I am not human
May I still love you?
All you do is laugh
You do not even say a word
Mocking me
Even though you are not human

桜を抱いて夏に染まって
紅葉を背に歩く冬

何一つ綺麗じゃない
全部がヘドロみたい

心は透明　血液は酒
憧れの詩は神様みたい
その裏で殺した
人生を値踏みした

泣きたい吐きたい奪いたいのはあいつの悔し顔

書きたい言いたい描きたいのは
搾りカスみたいな抜け殻の頭の中

人間じゃない癖に
あなたのこと愛してしまった
人間にしてくれよ
あなたの目が突き刺さる前に

裸足になって傷を残して
それでも踊り狂った夜

価値ひとつ知り得ない
今でもわからない

しかし無性に愛しくもある
肌寒さすら繰り返せない

あの頃に戻りたい
人間に戻りたい

母の腹の中じゃ浸ってるだけでよかった
あぁそうだ
あのガラス玉みたいな
心を知ったあの日から剥がれ落ちた人間性

後悔の数だけ
あなたのこと愛してしまった
後悔が消えたなら
あなたなんて要らなくなるのに

寂しさを捨てる場所がないから
そこら中喚き散らした
値段なんてない心だから
無料で配り歩いた
人間じゃなくなったんだ
人間じゃなくなったみたいだ
だからあなたが笑うと私は怖い

サヨナラしたいほど
あなたの目に溺れてしまった
体が泣く前にあなたのこと
傷つけなくちゃ

人間じゃなくてもさ
あなたのこと愛していいかな
あなたは笑うだけ
何も言わない
馬鹿にしてさ
人間じゃない癖に