Living a life that feels like
That time when I’m the only one that doesn’t know the password
The urge to run away. The chill of cold sweat
I’d even throw away everything I hold dear
I want to escape from here right now
I want to escape from here right now
Living a life where I can’t even be there for someone
It seems that my heart was blindfolded before I knew it
Even if I pretend I can’t see
my reflection in the mirror will not disappear
I know it better than anyone
but it hurts too much I can’t accept it
(I want to run away)
You were meant to be the one who understood
I see your cold facial expression
I even thought it would be a good day to die
I wanted to be completely rejected
I want it all to pass me by as I pretend to pray
I want it all to pass me by as I pretend to pray
Living a life where I can’t even be there for myself
It’d be easy to live life
if we just repeat what we know
The ideals that I can never give up
Breathing somewhere within my heart
Even if I pretend I can’t see
my reflection in the mirror will not disappear
I know it better than anyone
but it hurts too much I can’t accept it
I stared at my ugly self
and from there the world opened up
Dive into the rugged and beautiful scenery
Just do it
My view of it all widens
If I think back it felt simple
This body is no-one other than myself.
My own demon,