“I’m fine. I’m fine.”
I chant the same magic words as always…
But there’s a traffic jam, a traffic jam:
My words and my heart are stuck going opposite directions.
I’m composed of
So many mixed colors.
Covered in default paints
From both ends of my canvas.
Feeling like I’ll break,
But I never do…
Feeling like I’ll overflow,
But I never even get close…
I’m so half-assed,
I’ll never amount to much of anything.
They’re just magic words, nothing more…
It’d be foolish to think you’re gonna save me,
They’re just magic words, nothing more…
But that’s what I was relying on.
Let’s put an end to this today.
I’ve lived an uninspired life until yesterday.
Let’s put an end to this today.
Put a stop to the uninspired breaths I’m taking in.
Dear Goodbye, farewell!
I killed who I was until yesterday.
Dear Goodbye, farewell!
A new morning will arrive for me.
“I’m fine. I’m fine.”
I don’t think that I’m mistaken…
But there’s a huge problem, a huge problem:
I don’t know what “normal” is like.
Unimpressive… uninteresting…
Tossed aside when the fun is over,
I’m forced to live in a city
Where the trash just piles up.
My happiness
Was borrowed in advance,
Even if it is
A complete mess.
No one can really pin me down,
So there’s no way I could ever be like someone else.
They’re just magic words, nothing more…
It’d be foolish to think you’re gonna save me,
They’re just magic words, nothing more…
But that’s what I was hoping for.
Let’s put an end to this today.
I’ve lived an uninspired life up until yesterday.
Let’s put an end to this today.
Put a stop to these uninspired breaths I’m taking in.
Let’s put an end to this today.
I’ve lived an uninspired life up until yesterday.
Let’s put an end to this today.
Put a stop to these uninspired breaths I’m spitting out.
Dear Goodbye, farewell!
I killed who I was until yesterday.
Dear Goodbye, farewell!
A new morning will arrive.
Dear Goodbye, farewell!
Who I was yesterday grows further away.
Dear Goodbye, farewell!
A new morning and I are standing right here.