Were you hiding that face
With a look I don’t recognize from the beginning?
After talking for a while with you, I thought I understood you
I want to know what I don’t know
Is it because I actually cannot believe anything?
We carry the burden of melancholy all our life
What is ahead of all the pain? Tell me
Split the sorrows into two, combine the joys into one
The hands that couldn’t hold even the ordinary wishes
Cannot seize anything anymore
But why do we still dream on?
Though we can pretend to forget
It can’t wither like a flower
Alone in my room, spitting out the what-if’s hundreds of times
I’m brooding over more than when we were together, always
Keep the memories as they are, I don’t want to touch it
I’ve come to doubt even the days we spent together
We are such fools, aren’t we?
We just didn’t have the courage to
Shoulder the unhappiness nor the joys
Even fate is full of doubts and anxiety
No way it would lighten the load if I blame myself
Though I’ve heard the words “You notice the importance of something after losing”
So many times, yet I couldn’t notice, never
Split the sorrows into two, combine the joys into one
We couldn’t even try that and were struggling all through
There were only a few things we understood about each other
But why aren’t those days fading away?
If we were hiding all the misery
We would’ve known we weren’t drawn to each other in the first place
Wishing for the wounds we left on each other
Turn into your days
Your days