In order to not be drowned by these emotions beyond my power,
No matter the place, I keep seeking your sign.
In this world that knows no boredom,
I wonder why our hearts came in contact,
Only to mix with one another…
Even if I understand it in my mind,
I can’t get past that last bit of distress –
Swaying to and to and to and fro, my open wounds,
Seek you gently…
Inside a contrastive personality, my dreams, love, and desire prospered –
Jumping out in high spirits,
I lost track of which way was forward and back!
Accepting the memories engraved all over my body –
My crimes… punishment… everything…
I’ll simply stay by your side,
Holding on to this deep red feeling!
Striking out the mosaic of my true intentions,
I hesitated at the answer I glimpsed, then followed along that feeling.
Those kinds of words that seem to pull me right in,
Give to me the reality I desire most!
Once I set aside the kinds of dolls young girls play with,
You start to laugh like something’s funny,
Just cackling away… eventually I notice,
You were staring right at me.
Tell me about the past, shadows, and lies that you seem to keep locked away so carefully!
If there’s something troubling you, let’s sort it out together and move on, never running away!
And if it’s a pain you just can’t bear,
I’ll cover your scars upon scars,
Healing you in the process –
Like applying a pure white gauze!
Ahh, the price you pay for kindness…
(I’ve received more than enough…)
Ahh, I awake… enchanted…
(My true self…)
Inside a contrastive personality, my dreams, love, and desire prospered –
Jumping out in high spirits,
I lost track of which way was forward and back!
Accepting the memories engraved all over my body –
My crimes… punishment… everything…
I’ll simply stay by your side,
Holding on to this deep red feeling!
