In order to not be drowned by these emotions beyond my power,
No matter the place, I keep seeking your sign.

In this world that knows no boredom,
I wonder why our hearts came in contact,
Only to mix with one another…

Even if I understand it in my mind,
I can’t get past that last bit of distress –
Swaying to and to and to and fro, my open wounds,
Seek you gently…

Inside a contrastive personality, my dreams, love, and desire prospered –
Jumping out in high spirits,
I lost track of which way was forward and back!
Accepting the memories engraved all over my body –
My crimes… punishment… everything…
I’ll simply stay by your side,
Holding on to this deep red feeling!

Striking out the mosaic of my true intentions,
I hesitated at the answer I glimpsed, then followed along that feeling.

Those kinds of words that seem to pull me right in,
Give to me the reality I desire most!

Once I set aside the kinds of dolls young girls play with,
You start to laugh like something’s funny,
Just cackling away… eventually I notice,
You were staring right at me.

Tell me about the past, shadows, and lies that you seem to keep locked away so carefully!
If there’s something troubling you, let’s sort it out together and move on, never running away!
And if it’s a pain you just can’t bear,
I’ll cover your scars upon scars,
Healing you in the process –
Like applying a pure white gauze!

Ahh, the price you pay for kindness…
(I’ve received more than enough…)
Ahh, I awake… enchanted…
(My true self…)

Inside a contrastive personality, my dreams, love, and desire prospered –
Jumping out in high spirits,
I lost track of which way was forward and back!
Accepting the memories engraved all over my body –
My crimes… punishment… everything…
I’ll simply stay by your side,
Holding on to this deep red feeling!

手に余る感情で溺れないよう
どんな場所でも君のシルシを

退屈知らない世界
なんのため知った心は
混ざり合ったの

頭でわかっても
最後のもやもや取りきれない
ゆらゆらゆらゆらぎ開いた傷口
そっと君へ

対照的な性格に夢も恋も欲も賑わった
意気揚々と飛び出して
前も後ろもわからない
身体中に刻まれた記憶
罪も罰もすべて受け入れて
ただ傍にいよう
赤く紅いこの想い持って

本音のモザイク消して
覗いた解答にとまどい気持ちをなぞった

引き寄せられるようなその言葉
一番私がほしい現実くれる

少女趣味な人形置いたら
君は可笑しそうに
けらけらけら笑い気づけばまた
見つめていた

大切そうに閉じてる過去も影も嘘も話してよ
困難だって二人で整理して逃げずに行こう
もしも絶えられない痛みなら
君の傷に傷を重ねて
ただ癒しあげよう
白く白いガーゼあてるように

あぁ優しさの対価は
(充分もらってる)
あぁ魅せられて目覚める
(本当の私)

対照的な性格に夢も恋も欲も賑わった
意気揚々と飛び出して
前も後ろもわからない
身体中に刻まれた記憶
罪も罰もすべて受け入れて
ただ傍にいよう
赤く紅いこの想い持って