In the world of my dreams
You’re always by my side, smiling for me, but only there
When the alarm clock rings and wakes me up
I just lay, a lump caught in my throat in the morning
I can’t understand
I’ve been thinking all this while
I still can’t realize, even now
The memories hidden in my heart
Because I’ve been smiling, because I’ve been smiling away
But I’m broken, after all
I’ve been buried deep in memories
Lost in the fun times, I forgot how to smile
I’ve been living putting on a show
Sad that I can’t call you how I used to, by this name
I’ve been talking about, I’ve been deceiving myself, that’s why
I should know that, I know I should but I don’t
Even if I got washed away, not yet
Even if I got stained, it’s not time yet
I remember all too well, I don’t know how to do
The days that I have repainted, they blended together
They have blended together
The day I expected is here again
Immersing me with no resistance
I watched myself drawing the moment
The oblivion of love, it was time for it
In my dreams my heart was too uncertain
Refusing how I was, I switched off the light
And watched myself writing my future
It’s time for it, the theory of grief
It’s time to cut off, go along, get used to it
I’ve been drifting away in blurry memories
Unable to remember how to smile
That scene reminds me of the name I used to call you
It was too beautiful, for sure, it has been way too beautiful
At least I should know that, I know I should but I don’t
“I should know, even so…”
Ah, they’re back
If I let go, they come back
I run away, they come back, memories are here again
Memories come back again
I don’t know what to do anymore
You have also been repainted, and you have blended too
You have been blending together
“Because it is the memory of water”
If I get washed away, not yet
Even if I got stained, it’s not time yet
I remember all too well, I don’t know how to do
The days that I have repainted, they blended together
They have blended together
The day on repeat is here again