I believe forever
For days like these,
It’d be nice if there was a shine of light
Hungry all the time.
Hey, Mister Greedy
Should’ve known yourself, for god sake…
August 17th, 2020
I died. Quietly.
Cloudy vision, like looking through thick haze
I drove myself into destruction
Like sweet SHU-CREEMU (cream puff) Oh yeah
You were SUPREME Oh yeah
I would’ve sacrificed anything for you
Only now when I look back
I was always so selfish
No matter how content I got,
I would do it again I keep wanting things I don’t have
I guess…It doesn’t matter what parallel universe it was, things would’ve ended up falling apart, that’s all.
Don’t smile with those sad eyes, oh please
You act like your fine, while I remain silent
I believe forever
For days like these,
It’d be nice if there was a shine of light
Hungry all the time.
Hey, Mister Greedy
Should’ve known yourself, for god sake…
Cuz you’re below average
September 30th, 2020
I pretended that I came back to life
Feeling comfortable, taking it easy, dawdled, taking time on my way Blurring out reality, not wanting tomorrow to come
I cut it off myself, there’s just no utopia though
I’m still trying to tear myself away from it
Drawing the line, saying goodbye to a glimpse of the turning point
It is nowhere to be found, My whereabouts
I was a “free user”, going back and forth as I pleased
Lucky me, it’s abnormal
Don’t look down on me with those sad eyes, oh please
You act like your fine, While I’m not that…
I believe forever
For days like these,
It’d be nice if there was a shine of light
Hungry all the time.
Hey, Mister Greedy
Should’ve known yourself, for god sake…
Cuz you’re below average
I was always a people pleaser
“Why don’t you just stop if it hurts?”
Never wanted to hear that, especially from you
I barfed and swallowed back, again and again
Even then, why don’t you think about it?
Cuz you’re below average
There is no miracle, nor magic.
Just gotta live my life day by day
As usual, “break”
Just do it all over again
“Hey, how do you feel now?”
I guess… It’s weird but (Maybe)
It’s not that painful