No matter how long I wait, if nothing changes,
Neither this nor that is reliable.
Even if I blame someone, this pain won’t disappear.
I wish to say goodbye to the days of just curling up with my knees hugged tight.
Even though I don’t believe in a god at all,
It’s annoying. Just leave me alone.
Someone I don’t know tells me,
In a hoarse voice, they sing.
There are lives saved by such words, right?
I don’t understand. Is that so? Did I forget?
It’s bothersome. I want to break things. But I don’t have the courage.
Please tell me the reason to live, someone, quickly.
There are plenty of substitutes rolling around.
Don’t say it’s easy to be yourself.
If it can be granted, I’ll take it back.
Even though my dreams were overflowing, the truth is,
Hey, is there anyone there?
Since when did nothing change?
I’m really tired of this scenery.
Things I’m bad at always loom large, ending my ideals.
I want more human words that are dirty and strike the depths of my heart.
Falling into a sea without light, no voices resonate.
If you think you’ve found a way, it’s immediately severed, this
Complicated thread is entangled.
Avoiding reality somehow, I’m living, connecting lives.
You don’t need me, right? I know. I can’t walk normally.
It’s stupid. It’s stupid. How do you even laugh?
The dream that was supposed to be endless made a breaking sound.
I can’t even cry. Shouldn’t I start living properly now?
I was drowning intensely, so I don’t know how to swim.
Why am I sad now, all of a sudden?
Honestly,
I wanted to be happy like someone else.
