Shall we
Meet up tonight?
There’s nowhere to go back to.
I’ll throw away everything
you gave me.
One by one,
I’ll drop them in the forest
If they become markers,
we can meet there again, right?
Just footprints are not enough.
It still
doesn’t get through.
Without getting tired,
spinning around and around,
my head is spinning.
What do I want
enough to peel off scabs?
Only the flowing water is beautiful,
it makes me sick of it.
I can’t laugh.
Did you stop the revolving seasons?
They’re tearing apart.
Just me, burying
this heart here,
don’t dig it up,
forever
just you
knowing that place.
Without getting tired,
spinning around and around,
I’m back here again,
deliberately lost,
the clock’s hands stop,
where am I now?
I don’t want to know.