Delicately, I remember that form
Wanting to remember, wanting to draw
I had it etched in my heart
Faster than the resounding burning words
Before they become tainted, before they vanish
I wanted to turn them into flesh and blood
The idea that being oneself is beautiful is now obsolete
Shoot through, please!
It has to be now
Capture everything, voice and body
Even if it becomes incomprehensible and loses its form
That is the proof of my resistance
I won’t let anyone take it away
The life born into this world
The moment of closing life
Now, in this moment, in these hands
Hold it desperately and tremble
In the original sense
In the hell endowed to people
To live, to devour
Push through and reach out
In a life filtered down to one heart
Pierce through, please!
It has to be now
Untie everything in this cursed body
Oh, what am I doing?
Without seeking answers
No matter how difficult it is
No matter how aimless it may be
Forget even the true identity, become water
Just flow away
Forget the boundaries too
The idea that being oneself is beautiful is now obsolete
Unable to smile, unable to say anything
Even thoughts were lost
Even if everything becomes incomprehensible and forgotten
Still
Shoot through, please!
It has to be now
Capture everything, voice and body
Even if it becomes incomprehensible and loses its form
That is the proof of my resistance
I won’t let anyone take it away