In the midst of an ordinary summer,
I fell into a love like a charm.
Filled with uncertainties,
I wanted it to be resolved from the start.
The pleasant discomfort
Of not being able to be honest,
Enjoying the superficial relationships with others
Showing vulnerability was from that point on.
Peering through the narrow hole of a short tube,
We exchanged limited affection.
But if we kept doing that,
You were never within reach.
Even though nothing was really wrong,
It’s troubling that tears are flowing.
My forced smile can’t even keep up.
I’m acting strangely today,
Even though I haven’t thought about it,
Even though you’re definitely not here,
It’s strange.
I didn’t miss the shy summer,
I stared at it without missing a beat.
Each time our bodies overlapped,
The length of the tube increased.
The weapon that combines sharpness,
The heat of affection when struck,
Faded the moment it was completed.
My pain
Is just a stiff neck.
My intoxicated heart is just waking up.
But you won’t leave,
You’ve become bubbles,
Fluttering.
There shouldn’t be anything wrong,
Tears shouldn’t be flowing,
But why do I keep getting swung
On this emotional swing?
Even though I haven’t thought about it,
Even though you’re definitely not here,
It’s strange.
I didn’t miss the shy summer,
I stared at it without missing a beat.
Even when it gets cold,
Without changing my clothes,
I’ll continue to drag the summer along,
So remember that.
Who am I even saying this to?
In the end,
I love you.
Tears are flowing, and I’m troubled again today.
This sentimental style
Shouldn’t suit me.
Even though I haven’t thought about it,
Even though you’re definitely not here,
It’s strange.
I didn’t miss the shy summer,
I stared at it without missing a beat.
I ended up missing
The shy autumn.