Never imagined that
My cozy dark room will be taken away like this
Never imagined that
My sister would set me free like this

I see her name carved gracefully on the cold stone
I see her courage praised ornately
But all I remembered was that
She was a ruler of my mind
She was a ruler of my mind

All her restrictions that I followed even after she left
Weren’t the worst part
It was her diary that showed
Her life going by as if I wasn’t there

The only person who knew the reason has already left the scene
Now I feel like I’m finally in it so how do I deal with it

I just realized all my life I never learned to cry
I just realized all my life nobody touched my heart
I just realized all my life I never learned to cry
I just realized all my life nobody touched my heart

I will never understand what they think
This is my first ever move
And I just wanna break everything
Since I read her words
“ You are free” what does that even mean?
My afterlife has begun

The only person who knew the reason has already left the scene
Now I feel like I’m finally in it so how do I deal with it

I just realized all my life I never learned to cry
I just realized all my life nobody touched my heart
I just realized all my life I never learned to cry
I just realized all my life nobody touched my heart