It’s always…
Because it’s always there, I try my own way
My heartbeat grows dry inside my racing chest
My breath relies upon the things I believe in
I hear my voice in the clouds
Wanna fool myself and stay connected to it all
I’ve given up, simply standing here
Failing to fully grow into myself
I’ve found no words.
I’m always looking backward for them
But foolish as I am, I still believe in myself
Shaking, I take a step forward
‘Cause I don’t wanna be a loser, the way I used to be
A light shines onward through a newly opened door
I say I want to know for sure
But it’s not like the answer’s off hiding somewhere
The fair wind will still be my destination
I might as well start by abandoning all my theories
The truth I shut away, being too afraid
The value of my own individuality
It’s up to the fair wind, going to my true location
Building myself up, I’ll drag it out into the open
I’ll call the wind all the way around
The freedom to change form at will
Hopes that lay reality bare
I hear your voice in my heart
Yeah, I know! I know already
Even if the sky was no longer blue
Even if darkness surround everything
Call my name
If I’m even still myself
My weak heart wavered in uncertainty—
With the afterimage of the light that shined upon it
And the faint warmth left in these hands
Riding on the wind,
I’ll combine them with the daydream I once had
So I’d never known, ’cause I was blind to myself
This world is full of false rules, flying about
But I know it’s easy to escape
But I still hesitate…
And I know it’s hard to erase away
But I still express it in undying sounds…
I say I want to know for sure
But it’s not like the answer’s off hiding somewhere
The fair wind will still be my destination
I’ll get out ahead of my regrets and cut them off
Even if I become afraid of tomorrow
Everything I am
Is up to the fair wind, going to my true location
I’ll drag the version of me I believed in out into the open
I’ll call the wind… all the way around