Even now I’m still a lonely girl
This crossroads appeared many times
Everytime someone is chosen again
Between Yes or No, you prefer to stay invisible
Nobody can understand why,
I don’t want to get hurt
I stay quiet because
I can’t say I understand
Everyone around me is judging me
But I don’t have the power to say it
I’m not asking for a lot
I just want to be protected by someone
My long sleeves covered my wounds,
So it helped me feel stronger.
Don’t come near me,
all my words are full of lies.
If I get out of here,
I can do anything so I said
Go away, I’m not afraid to be left alone
I want to look stronger,
But I wonder if I really seem strong enough
So Try me, I love the pain, I finally understand it now
Pain is such a beautiful feeling,
That it made me beautiful too
Pain is beauty.
The world was always cold toward me,
But apparently I’m the one without common sense.
But because it doesn’t make any sense,
I just accepted the complexity and tried to fly again.
Let me show you how I fight, baby,
Come here when you’re tired.
I would like to sing such a song to these important people.
But it’s hard because the same old words
Stubbornly burst into my heart.
I want to feel, I just want to feel this pain,
I was not realizing that all the songs I heard
Were such a precious thing to me,
Even though I was singing them so casually.
I was told that I was loved,
But I didn’t notice it.
I don’t mind if you have anything else to say.
Go and hate me all you want
Go away, I’m not afraid to be left alone
I want to look stronger,
But I wonder if I really seem strong enough
So Try me, I love the pain, I finally understand it now
Pain is such a beautiful feeling,
That it made me beautiful too
If you keep on going forward,
I wonder if the sadness will eventually go away.
All the blood and the tears I shed,
I painted them into colors and they became beautiful
Go away, I’m not afraid to be left alone
I want to look stronger,
But I wonder if I really seem strong enough
So Try me, I love the pain, I finally understand it now
Pain is such a beautiful feeling,
That it made me beautiful too
Pain is beauty.