Even now I’m still a lonely girl
This crossroads appeared many times
Everytime someone is chosen again
Between Yes or No, you prefer to stay invisible
Nobody can understand why,
I don’t want to get hurt
I stay quiet because
I can’t say I understand

Everyone around me is judging me
But I don’t have the power to say it
I’m not asking for a lot
I just want to be protected by someone
My long sleeves covered my wounds,
So it helped me feel stronger.

Don’t come near me,
all my words are full of lies.
If I get out of here,
I can do anything so I said

Go away, I’m not afraid to be left alone
I want to look stronger,
But I wonder if I really seem strong enough
So Try me, I love the pain, I finally understand it now
Pain is such a beautiful feeling,
That it made me beautiful too
Pain is beauty.

The world was always cold toward me,
But apparently I’m the one without common sense.
But because it doesn’t make any sense,
I just accepted the complexity and tried to fly again.
Let me show you how I fight, baby,
Come here when you’re tired.
I would like to sing such a song to these important people.

But it’s hard because the same old words
Stubbornly burst into my heart.
I want to feel, I just want to feel this pain,
I was not realizing that all the songs I heard
Were such a precious thing to me,
Even though I was singing them so casually.

I was told that I was loved,
But I didn’t notice it.
I don’t mind if you have anything else to say.
Go and hate me all you want

Go away, I’m not afraid to be left alone
I want to look stronger,
But I wonder if I really seem strong enough
So Try me, I love the pain, I finally understand it now
Pain is such a beautiful feeling,
That it made me beautiful too

If you keep on going forward,
I wonder if the sadness will eventually go away.
All the blood and the tears I shed,
I painted them into colors and they became beautiful

Go away, I’m not afraid to be left alone
I want to look stronger,
But I wonder if I really seem strong enough
So Try me, I love the pain, I finally understand it now
Pain is such a beautiful feeling,
That it made me beautiful too
Pain is beauty.

昔と変わらない今もlonely girl
何度も現れるこの十字路
その度にまた選ばされる未来
目に見えないYes or No　選べ“らしさ”を
誰もわかってくれないしどうせ
傷付きたくないのやめて
理解してよなんて言えないから
睨みつけたんだ

周りの評価がすべてで
だけど言いたくないのデタラメ
少しだけでいいから何かに
守られたくてなぜか
長袖を着て歩いた
強くなれた気がした

誰も近寄ってくんな
嘘だらけの言葉
ここから抜け出せれば
I can do anything so I said

Go away　ほっといて怖くないって顔してさ
強がってみたかったんだ
強そうに見えたかな
So Try me, I love the pain, 今になってやっと知った
痛みって美しいんだ
私を綺麗にしたんだ
Pain is beauty.

世間はいつでも冷たかった
私にだけは常識を求めんな
こうであるべきとか絶対ないから
コンプレックスを抱きしめて羽ばたいた
戦ってみせてよbaby
疲れたらここにおいで
そう大切な人達にそんな歌を歌っていたい

ありきたりな言葉達が
やけに胸にささる時は
このまま　このまま　痛みだけを感じたい
聞き覚えのある曲達
何気なく歌ってたのに
こんなにこんなに大切なものだったなんて

愛されていたのに
気がつけてなかった
もうなに言われてもいいや
Go and hate me all you want

Go away　ほっといて怖くないって顔してさ
強がってみたかったんだ
強そうに見えたかな
So Try me, I love the pain, 今になってやっと知った
痛みって美しいんだ
私を綺麗にしたんだ

このまま　歳をとれば
悲しむ事も　なくなっていくのかな
私が流した　血や涙にも
色がついて　綺麗になって行って

Go away　ほっといて怖くないって顔してさ
強がってみたかったんだ
強そうに見えたかな
So Try me, I love the pain, 今になってやっと知った
痛みって美しいんだ
私を綺麗にしたんだ
Pain is beauty.