How long will it be until I can embrace it all?
This feeling will surely…
Even if I squint my eyes, only a cruel darkness lies ahead.
So why am I still trying to proceed onward
With nothing but patchwork convictions.
I want to forget… deep deep deep inside
It’s better that way… deep deep deep silence
But I can’t forget… deep deep deep darkness
Because even if I did, I can’t stop time.
The violently blowing passion surrounding my feet as I step forward
Becomes a path, cutting through this rusted world.
Am I right? Am I wrong?
There’s never really an answer.
I can only proceed directly down the path I’ve chosen.
The illusion of regret encroaches incessantly.
I stop in my tracks again and again…
But I want to see the scenery that lies beyond!
I want to change… deep deep deep inside
I can’t change… deep deep deep silence
I don’t want to change… deep deep deep darkness
The traces of my tears won’t fade away.
I want to turn back… deep deep deep inside
I could turn back… deep deep deep silence
I don’t want to turn back… deep deep deep darkness
Once I open my eyes, I won’t be able to look back!
Yet again, brand-new scars are mercilessly carved into me,
Bestowing a grand power that pulls in my next dream.
So many mistakes and frustrations,
But I won’t let a single one go to waste.
Not until I can smile someday, nodding in approval of my decision.
If I had only ventured for a different sky at that time…
There are days I spend imagining such things.
Even if I can’t embrace everything with these two hands,
I’ll live on through this future that’s beginning!
The violently blowing passion surrounding my feet as I step forward
Becomes a path, cutting through this rusted world.
Am I right? Am I wrong?
There’s never really an answer.
I can only proceed directly down the path I’ve chosen.