When I speak timidly, I’m strong, I spilled out confidently, then became weak
Even after devouring 8 billion souls, my stomach’s empty
Ah, the taste of destiny I suddenly licked
The nostalgic smell of iron
Untouchable by anyone, no one can touch me
Where am I now? I want you to find me
Pretend you don’t know, notice me
(I can’t hold it back, I can’t endure it)
I want to scream
But I can’t do it, can’t say it, I’m not strong
I want to scream
But I can’t become human
Why was I born, why did I cry
And yet, I longed for someone
I want to scream
Oh well
Cruelly innocent, stimulating the greedy
60 trillion cells recount the tragedy of that night
Ah, I quickly grew accustomed to the alphabet of fate
It’s so precious that I savor it
If this is a dream, may I never wake up
Where are you now? Let’s go look for you
Try spitting out those unreasonable emotions
(I can’t hold it back, I can’t endure it)
I want to scream
But I can’t do it, can’t say it, I’m not strong
I want to scream
But I can’t become human
Why was I born, why did I cry
And yet, I longed for someone
I want to scream
I can’t stop
The reality you’re painting of me
Is that really the true me?
Being strong hurts, I want to try being spoiled
Notice me
I want to believe… I want to believe
I want to scream
But I can’t do it, can’t say it, I’m not strong
I want to scream
But I can’t become human
Why was I born, why did I cry
And yet, I longed for someone
I want to scream
Oh well
Astonished, representing, morally corrupt goodness
A fuse full of curses