When I feel like something is missing,
I’m scared of becoming an adult,
So I try not to.
Like the color of a water drop
That fell on the floor,
I want it to stay vivid,
To never fade away.
Just having
Emotions swaying inside me,
It’s okay to not become sly.
Thank you,
For the warmth
Of your numb hands you gave me.
If I could stay like this,
Just that alone
Would make the world transparent.
Only the gaps in my heart
Are painful,
And the unbearable loneliness,
But look,
The music of tomorrow keeps playing,
Just that alone
Makes me able to keep walking.
Feelings are seeping in, spilling over,
Becoming anxious because they can’t be seen.
I was unwittingly trapped
In the memories of the past
That I kept tracing.
Coming together, touching,
It crumbles.
I want to embrace those fragments.
Thank you,
For the warmth
You gave
To these numb hands.
If I could stay like this,
Just that alone
Would make the world transparent.
I’m alive,
Now let the words bloom proudly
In the middle
Of this uncertain life,
Just like that, into tomorrow’s depths,
I’ll dash off.
Holding hands,
Because I’m not alone.
rurururu