I’m so shocked

Spring’s here but warmth is nowhere to be found
Sharp needles sprout out the window
White breath like icy
Gone without a trace the pulsing starlight
Stuck in my heart, widened void
That small island enclosed in a veil
In my soul overwhelmed
I’m hollowed out once again

Voices calling me
I’m in chaos now
Drawn by the name, I stand in chaos
Really lost my mind
Really really really really lost it
Faint voices
Don’t know why
My fate is what? What’s the right answer
Really lost my mind
Really really really lost it

My frozen lips
At the tip of my tongue
I call out that name
See only my icy breath
In an unfamiliar name
There’s fate or something else
Meanings that I don’t understand
Frosting over icy white

Follow the path across the frozen lake
Reached the end, no sign in sight
Only freezing wind to greet me
Somber flower in lightless ice
Fateful shipwreck
Suspended time
Within it I’m dying

Voices calling me
I’m in chaos now
Drawn by the name, I stand in chaos
Really lost my mind
Really really really really lost it
Faint voices
Don’t know why
My fate is what? What’s the right answer
Really lost my mind
Really really really lost it

My frozen lips
At the tip of my tongue
I call out that name
See only my icy breath
In an unfamiliar name
There’s fate or something else
Meanings that I don’t understand
Frosting over icy white

On dream island, only chaos exists
I run but sink deeper into dread
Meaning frozen before the name
(Am I ready for this?)

My frozen lips
At the tip of my tongue
I call out that name
See only my icy breath
In an unfamiliar name
There’s fate or something else
Meanings that I don’t understand
Frosting over icy white