Hey, why do you always make that face?
You probably don’t know that sometimes kindness hurts
You have the same smile when you’re talking to her
I really don’t like it It hurts
It’s getting to be the season of cold weather
Spending the end of the year by myself will be pretty lonely, but
Unlike me, I know you’re going to have fun
I hear you have plans to go out
Quiet room, white breath like smoke
I wonder if you are with her now
The emptiness I feel is chilling my heart
Just hurry up and be my turn
That’s my wish
And so I’m waiting, still waiting I’m waiting for it to end
I don’t mind if I’m sly
Because even if I reach out I know you won’t hold my hand
To hide my feelings I put my hand on my chest
I opened the window just a crack The wind was clear
Maybe it can cool down my overheated heart
But still I get lonely and long for warmth
Why does it have to be like this?
On my shoulders a worn-out blanket
I’m warm, but my heart is shivering
The clock is ticking shadows get longer with the setting sun
I know I have to do something
But I can’t get myself to do anything
Tangled, going in circles when I think about you
The image of her keeps blocking my view
Why is God sometimes a little bit mean?
I have a hopeless look on my face I’m grumbling towards the sky
Somebody who isn’t you calls me often
I wish it was you calling me instead
Pretty soon I might go out with somebody else
If I’m the only one who feels this way it just isn’t fair
So I’m waiting, still waiting I hope you end it soon
It’s hard keeping this flame that I quietly ignited
Because just as tomorrow comes each time the sun sets
I just can’t give up on my love for you
With my cold fingers I closed the curtains