I wish someone had taught me how to be a kind person
I wish someone had taught me how to be a dependable person
I got wet in the rain without an umbrella
But it doesn’t even bother me
The brightness suddenly scares me
It’s not okay, it’s not okay
I no longer want to walk with you
But that doesn’t mean I want to be alone
I can’t look you in the eye and smile anymore
It’s not okay
It’s really not okay
Time and again
Hurting you, making mistakes, and failing I met your kindness with contempt
Hurting, forgiving, and being forgiven
I was told to live
Although we’re all alone
It’s not just about solitude
If only you were here
I wouldn’t be lonely
There’s no one by your side
Everybody knows you’re lonely
Being by someone’s side
Why do I find it so awkward?
I got into the habit of covering my ears
But it doesn’t mean I’ve closed my heart
I keep pretending I’m used to it
It’s not okay It’s really not okay
Time and again
Conflict, pulling away, and getting closer
I’ve looked for the correct way
Worn down, overflowing, falling down
It’s too late once you can’t take it back
After much thought, I finally understood
No one should be alone
You don’t have to be happy with it
It’s not okay
It’s really not okay
Time and again
Hurting you, making mistakes, and failing
I met your kindness with contempt
Hurting, forgiving, and being forgiven
I was told to live
Although we’re all alone
It’s not just about solitude
If only you were here
I wouldn’t be lonely