It’s gotta work out, if only it works out
Thought that was happiness
Yeah happiness is like a cloud afloat
Tempting me with a sliver of hope, only to trap me
Happiness is just out of reach like that star in the sky
Watching me crumble from afar
Sick of pretending I’m fine
words of encouragement, too
Not comforting to hear, their words are like roses full of thorns
The walls of this world are too high
Got here running, out of breath
But I’m only somewhere in the middle
Look at the sky, it’s still blue as ever
It’s resentful at times, but it, too, will pass
You never know how things might turn out
I’m still alive, still dreaming of the future
I thought I’d grow numb to it
Can’t get rid of the pain
Thought I just might be able to reach it but
Now I’ve gone too far
I wanna be happier
Reminiscing the good memories
Happiness is like a faint mark at the end of the road
The closer I get the farther it goes, out of my reach
Happiness is like the world seen from a bird’s eye view
My everything is only a part of this world,
And I, a part of that part
God please save my sickened heart, said I
He replied,
Lay it all out right here
My face is greed that bloomed in the form of a flower
My lips cursing, my eyes full of spite,
Stuck in a bottomless pit
Look at that sea, the end you cannot see
Struggling to see the end of it but you’re just running in place
You never know how things might turn out
I’m still alive, still dreaming of the future
I thought I’d grow numb to it
Can’t get rid of the pain
Thought I just might be able to reach it but
Now I’ve gone too far
I wanna be happier
Reminiscing the good memories
To be beautiful
To be more human
Wanted to be someone’s beloved
To be their pride and joy
To be beautiful
To be more human
Wanted to be someone’s beloved
To be their pride and joy
I thought I’d grow numb to it
(I thought I’d grow numb)
Can’t get rid of the pain
Thought I just might be able to reach it but
Now I’ve gone too far
I wanna be happier
Reminiscing the good memories (those precious moments)