Wouldn’t it have been better if it wasn’t always me?
The answer, it couldn’t be clearer.
I would rather forget, beyond the glass, the raging frustration
But there’s no point in wallowing in all that regret, the choices I didn’t make.
The bondage holding me to the past, I’m drowning without a clue.
Among all these beautiful words lined up right in front of me, but I still can’t seem to pick any one
And on those nights you feel like just giving up
Again and again how many times do I have to repeat myself
Reaching out with my arms, holding tight.
Lala shout it aloud it, let it all out. Let those feelings flow on their own.
Can’t hide away from reality.
Onto this gloomy battlefield.
Let the show begin
Lala nothing will change, it stays the same, all the regrets and mistakes.
Put your pride and ego away
Live your life in your way
Into the dark sea goes my frustration
I’m being cut away, it’s eating into me. The rusting chains within somebody.
Is it not needed now? Reflecting even when there is no answer.
The pain, remains, vision blurring out, but that’s all I see.
There’s only so much that i can take, don’t want to endure it all.
As I get myself together and reach out.
Stretching out my hand to find the missing piece and the lost waves.
Cuz I know there’s more to what I can see, a glimmer of light shining bright.
This is not who I am, I’m taking control now.
So with these trembling hands I lift them high, not backing down again.
I no longer have to be the lost and puzzled me.
The past I’ve locked and kept away, to let myself live another day.
Nobody can break my spirit now.
Lala shout it aloud it, let it all out. Let those feelings flow on their own.
Don’t hide your wounds cuz they’ll never heal.
Unspoken words will rot you away.
Lift your head, look up.
Lala nothing will change, it stays the same, all the regrets and mistakes.
I don’t wish for stability,
On this Dark and sinking surface of the water
With all might I’ll release one final parting blow, Frustration
