Help me irritating, break me once in a while
Cuz I want to be always pure
My mind and body aren’t working well, cuz I still don’t feel satisfied with them
I always go along with people
It’s group psychology and I’m chicken
So, giving the finger behind my mind, I laugh today too
My mind was about to be broken. So, I wished to be loved by them
Cuz I want to be disliked by everyone
I can’t decide between this and that
And I can’t show my real feelings at all
I had been a superficial when I noticed
Goodbye my feelings. A bitter, bitter taste
Just dissolves in the sweet ingredients
I just want to tell you
The real me is fallen into the painful and hard darkness again today
I always go along with people And I pretend to be an innocent well cuz I’m chicken
Until I wear myself out I make much fake smile
I repeat love giving the finger
I repeat love so much that I could release my everything. I repeat love, It’s no shape
So, I still don’t know the answer today
It’s an emotional disaster. The light, the light. It pretends itself, flashes and disappears after all
I was empty again and there is no longer my mind. It’s no, it’s nowhere
I’m decadent and superficial. Nobody knows my smile is fake
I must be tired and fall asleep too today. It’s bitter, hard bitter, bitt..
Goodbye my feelings. A bitter, bitter taste
Just dissolves in the sweet ingredients. I just want to tell you the real me is…
It’s painful, painful, painful, and heartbreaking
Goodbye my feelings. A bitter, bitter taste
Goes somewhere and becomes subtle
I’ve been crying, the real me is fallen into the deep and depressing darkness

苛々でhelp me　時たまに僕のこと壊してよ
穢れのない存在でいたいから
心と身体絡まってしまって　満たされないまま
周りの流れに身を任せ
集団心理　弱虫だから
胸の奥で中指立てて　今日も僕は笑うのさ
心が壊れちゃいそうで　愛されたいと願った
誰にも嫌われたくないから
あーでもないこーでもない
なーんにも本音が言えない
気づけば薄っぺらくなっていた
感情バイバイ　苦味苦味は
甘い材料に　溶かすだけ
ただ伝えたい今日も本当の僕は
痛い辛い闇に堕ちていくだけ
周りの流れに身を任せ　猫被り　弱虫だから
胸奥がすり減るまで　偽りの愛想振り撒くのさ
愛を唱えている　中指立てて　愛を唱えている
吐き出すほどに　愛を唱えている　形ないから
今日もコタエ　ワカラヌママ
感情災害　光光が　偽り尖って消えていく
また、空っぽになった自分の意思などは無い　イ　ナイ　どこにも無い
退廃的で軽薄な僕の　偽り笑顔に誰も気づかない
大体今日も疲れて眠る　苦い辛い苦い苦
感情バイバイ　苦味苦味は
甘い材料に　溶かすだけ　ただ伝えたい今日も本当の僕は
痛い痛い痛い辛いよ
感情バイバイ苦味苦味が
分からなくなって曖昧になるから
泣いていたんだ　本当の僕は　深い暗い闇に堕ちていくだけ