Help me irritating, break me once in a while
Cuz I want to be always pure
My mind and body aren’t working well, cuz I still don’t feel satisfied with them
I always go along with people
It’s group psychology and I’m chicken
So, giving the finger behind my mind, I laugh today too
My mind was about to be broken. So, I wished to be loved by them
Cuz I want to be disliked by everyone
I can’t decide between this and that
And I can’t show my real feelings at all
I had been a superficial when I noticed
Goodbye my feelings. A bitter, bitter taste
Just dissolves in the sweet ingredients
I just want to tell you
The real me is fallen into the painful and hard darkness again today
I always go along with people And I pretend to be an innocent well cuz I’m chicken
Until I wear myself out I make much fake smile
I repeat love giving the finger
I repeat love so much that I could release my everything. I repeat love, It’s no shape
So, I still don’t know the answer today
It’s an emotional disaster. The light, the light. It pretends itself, flashes and disappears after all
I was empty again and there is no longer my mind. It’s no, it’s nowhere
I’m decadent and superficial. Nobody knows my smile is fake
I must be tired and fall asleep too today. It’s bitter, hard bitter, bitt..
Goodbye my feelings. A bitter, bitter taste
Just dissolves in the sweet ingredients. I just want to tell you the real me is…
It’s painful, painful, painful, and heartbreaking
Goodbye my feelings. A bitter, bitter taste
Goes somewhere and becomes subtle
I’ve been crying, the real me is fallen into the deep and depressing darkness