There’s something I can never throw away, though I thought I’d given it up
A cruel possibility
One that’ll never let me go… so just quit it, now

If I could have remained ignorant
Just how happy could I have been?
I’m scooping and scooping, alone
From this well that’ll someday dry, so just laugh at me now

If I take this one step, will there be a cliff before me?
Looks like my wings can’t soar… It’s so laughable
A butterfly in a chrysalis, unable to flutter
I won’t be able to burst from my shell
If I emerged, what color would my wings be?
What’s beyond the door?
Unable to become a butterfly, I shut myself in
My labels insufficient and tangled, I cried until morning

Though there are countless choices
You can’t reboot this world

A life that’s left no imprint
Inspiration that gushed out and then dried up
The instant the words “it’s all decided at birth” left my mouth
I wanted to kill myself, ‘cause then my heart would be dead
There’s no place here on earth for me

There’s something I can never throw away, though I thought I’d given it up
A cruel possibility
One that’ll never let me go… so just quit it, now

Though I cover up by feigning ignorance
In my heart, I’m crying
I’m scooping and scooping, alone
From this well that’s long since dried, so laugh at me now

A half-formed weave of words
An adult who’s prone to giving up
Forever left out of the flock
Clinging on and laughing lazily
A slave dancing and sputtering alone
To the cruel sound of an hourglass
Swallowed up by my hopes, they turn to trauma
They shrug me off with a laugh and it’s all over
Let’s look back on the dark past, the mud we stuffed in our mouths
I sealed away the words I wrote, deep within
To keep them from bathing in the sun’s rays
A cocoon remains a cocoon, extinguished without a sound

Ever dreaming of blooming bright
If I preach excuses, will anything really change?
I’ll become the moon, illuminating everything just as it is
And watching over you
So flap, with your clumsy wings

There’s something I can never throw away, though I thought I’d given it up
A cruel possibility
One that’ll never let me go… so just quit it, now

Though I cover up by feigning ignorance
In my heart, I’m crying
I’m scooping and scooping, alone
From this well that’s long since dried, so laugh at me now

Misunderstanding and confusion will shadow you always
But don’t pay them any heed, you can just keep moving forward
I’ll always be looking down at you, oh baby

I know it’s not in my nature
But I’ll still shine, so try it again
In each of these unfurling days
You’ll see a blue moon in the skies above

諦めたはずなのに　いつも捨てられないのは
残酷な可能性が
ぼくを放さないから　やめてよ

知らないまんまでいられたら
どれだけ幸せだったろう
いつか枯れる泉を
一人汲み続ける laugh me now

この一歩踏み出した先は崖？
飛べない翅みたいだね　ただ笑える
蛹のまんま羽ばたけないbutterfly
殻から離れることも叶わない
もし孵化したら翅は何色？
扉の先　何があるの
蝶にも成れずに閉じこもる
ただ足りなくなる　絡まるタグ　朝まで泣いた

選択肢は幾通りも　でも
この世界 reboot不能

足跡も残らないような人生
垂れ流す枯れ果てた inspiration
「ぜんぶ生まれつきなんだ」って口に出た瞬間
自分を殺したくなる　んで心が死ぬ
ここには僕の居場所は無い

諦めたはずなのに　いつも捨てられないのは
残酷な可能性が
ぼくを放さないから　やめてよ

知らない振りで誤魔化しても
心は泣いてるんだよ
とうに枯れた泉を
一人汲み続ける laugh me now

中途半端な言葉の綾
諦めたがりな大人のまま
いつまでも蚊帳の外からただ
しがみついては怠惰に笑う
無情な砂時計の音で
燻り続けて踊る奴隷
希望に喰われてトラウマへ
一笑に付されて終わるだけ
喰んだ泥　回顧しよう暗い過去
書いた言葉は塞いだよ　奥底へ
日の目浴びることなく
繭は繭のまま音もなく消滅

花を咲かすことを夢見つつ
言い訳を唱えたら　何かが変わるのかい？
ありのままを照らす月になって
君のことを見守ってる
その不器用な翅で羽撃いて

諦めたはずなのに　いつも捨てられないのは
残酷な可能性が
ぼくを放さないから　やめてよ

知らない振りで誤魔化しても
心は泣いてるんだよ
とうに枯れた泉を
一人汲み続ける

誤解と戸惑いがいつも付き纏うけど
気にしないで　進めばいい
ずっと君を視てるよ Oh baby　

柄じゃないのは知ってる
でも照らすよ　ねえ try it again…
めぐるめぐる　日々のまま
見上げた空には blue moon